This is a part of my life that i really really hate. Ang makakita ng magsyota na magkasamang masaya at naglalambingan. Habang nanghohorde ng pasahero ang bus na sinasakyan ko kanina bandang Ayala kaninang umaga, naka ispat ako ng magsyota. Holding hands, habang naghihintay ng taxi o bus ata. Yung babae nilalambing nya ng nilalambing nya yung boypren nya. Then nagpatawa ata yung boyfriend. Tumawa si girlfriend. then BANG! Flashback hits nanaman ako.
Namiss ko kagad yung mga araw na napapatawa ko yung ex ko. Wacky Dance, makipagkilitian at kung ano ano pa. If anyone here na hindi pa nakakaalam, FruFfie is over and done. and the breakup is really really bad. Basta. ampanget sobra. The relationship turned relationshit really pissed me off. I can't sleep, I cant function well. I mean, sino ba namang hindi mababadtrip pinaasa ka lang sa wala, iniiwan ka sa ere ng unti unti, tapos puro salita lang naman. I seriously, literally, super duper hate her for doing that to me.
at hanggang ngayon, ang nasa utak ko, "Put[CENSORED]ina mo [INSERT NAME HERE]." Then yun nga, from a reliable source, told me that sawa na sya and ayaw lang nya sabihin sakin dahil ayaw nya daw ako saktan. Gago noh? Oh well.
Anyways, when i saw the girl laughed, At that moment, all my hatred, my anger, my bitterness sa kanya nawala dahil naalala ko yung mga araw na tumatawa sya and smiling. Pilit kong pinapasok sa utak ko na "tangina mo ginago mo lang ako" pero wala talaga. natalo. I guess, i miss having a relationship talaga. i love being in a relationship. I know its super aga pa for that pero i never liked single life. Never, ever.
Gumalaw na ang Bus. Back to reality. "Put[CENSORED]ina mo [INSERT NAME HERE] mode again." Hindi ko na nasilayan yung magsyota. Siguro nakasakay na. Pero, yung 5 minute stop sa Ayala plus the 3 minute lambingan of that couple, nawala kahit papaano ang galit ko. It made me smile and realize, Im glad she became part of my Life. I made her happy for a year and 4 months. That is one of the happiest moment in my life.
She'll be remembered, as My Bitchiest, Meanest, Best, Worst Girlfriend ever. and for that, I am giving her the middle finger salute. Fuck you for loving me and hurting me. Fuck you for making my life better and ruining it. and lastly, Fuck you and your next boyfriend. Fuck you very much.
Namiss ko kagad yung mga araw na napapatawa ko yung ex ko. Wacky Dance, makipagkilitian at kung ano ano pa. If anyone here na hindi pa nakakaalam, FruFfie is over and done. and the breakup is really really bad. Basta. ampanget sobra. The relationship turned relationshit really pissed me off. I can't sleep, I cant function well. I mean, sino ba namang hindi mababadtrip pinaasa ka lang sa wala, iniiwan ka sa ere ng unti unti, tapos puro salita lang naman. I seriously, literally, super duper hate her for doing that to me.
at hanggang ngayon, ang nasa utak ko, "Put[CENSORED]ina mo [INSERT NAME HERE]." Then yun nga, from a reliable source, told me that sawa na sya and ayaw lang nya sabihin sakin dahil ayaw nya daw ako saktan. Gago noh? Oh well.
Anyways, when i saw the girl laughed, At that moment, all my hatred, my anger, my bitterness sa kanya nawala dahil naalala ko yung mga araw na tumatawa sya and smiling. Pilit kong pinapasok sa utak ko na "tangina mo ginago mo lang ako" pero wala talaga. natalo. I guess, i miss having a relationship talaga. i love being in a relationship. I know its super aga pa for that pero i never liked single life. Never, ever.
Gumalaw na ang Bus. Back to reality. "Put[CENSORED]ina mo [INSERT NAME HERE] mode again." Hindi ko na nasilayan yung magsyota. Siguro nakasakay na. Pero, yung 5 minute stop sa Ayala plus the 3 minute lambingan of that couple, nawala kahit papaano ang galit ko. It made me smile and realize, Im glad she became part of my Life. I made her happy for a year and 4 months. That is one of the happiest moment in my life.
She'll be remembered, as My Bitchiest, Meanest, Best, Worst Girlfriend ever. and for that, I am giving her the middle finger salute. Fuck you for loving me and hurting me. Fuck you for making my life better and ruining it. and lastly, Fuck you and your next boyfriend. Fuck you very much.
13 comments:
AMEN MIGS!!!! Don't worry, may dahilan ang lahat bakit nangyayari ang lahat ng to sa atin. :) Hahahahaha! May dahilan Migs. Tandaan mo yan. Lol.
haha. sana nga mae. :) sana nga.
at least naging masaya ka naman =D
neither do i but i must admit, i'm a very choosy person na i don't think eh ideal pa to my age na. anyway, you're still in the accepting stage Migs but at the end of the day, you'll be alright. Just be prepared for the next one coming na lang. make your experience be your lesson to make it work. maybe better or maybe worse kesa sa tinutukoy mo sa blog mo, but who knows di ba? good luck and galingan mo sa pagpili sa susunod na girlalu sa life mo.
let us choose to be happy miguel.. i feel you.
AMEN ULIT. Akalain mo nasabi ni Jaycee yun? :))
LOOOL!!! anong kala mo sakin? mas bitter pa sayo? heheh :D musta naaa?
puta!! baka mabasa ni fru fru to men at pinag mumura kana niya ngayon hahaha
@ Boswell - edi murahin nya pake ko
Ang tinde ng last part! :) love it!
hahahaa..feeling the hatred and love. it's really mind-boggling how the one we love can make us feel good and bad at the same time. love, really is a double-edged blade.
ganun talaga. dude, what if she comes back to you?
@ gay - nah. that wont happen. pero if she ever comes back, why not try again. pero this time, that won't happen. :)
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