Sa tuwing tayo ay nabibiyayaan ng grasya, nagkakasakit, mamamatay na, or nalulungkot, Sino ba lagi ang tinatawag natin? Si God. Palagi natin siyang hinahanap kapag wala ka na makausap or sawang sawa ka na ipamukha at mang inggit sa mga kaibigan mo na ganito ka ganon ka or sawang sawa na silang makinig sa drama mo at lungkot mo. Pero ang mas nakakalungkot dito, eh pinapasalamatan lang natin siya sa tuwing may nangyayaring maganda sa buhay natin or kapag sobrang depressed at lungkot na talaga ng buhay mo.
To be honest, parang ang unfair lang sa kanya na ginagawa natin yun. I know most of us are like that. Wag ka na magmalinis. Kagabi ko lang siya narealize. You see, i just had a tragic (tragic talaga eh noh) ending with my recent relationship. The pain is still there pero hindi ko na lang siya iniisip talaga. This is the first time na naramdaman ko ang rockbottom. Na parang nabagsakan ako ng isang milyong anvil. And now every night before i sleep, nagdadasal ako. This is not me pero yun na yung nangyayari talaga sakin lately. And if nakakalimutan ko gawin, parang feeling ko I failed God. I tell him na i-guide na lang si "the-girl-that-must-not-be-named" sa buhay niya and sana tama yung mga decisions niya in life because wala na ako eh. I pray for my family's safety, me getting thin again, and sana bigyan nya ako ng blessing before the year ends.
Everyone knows Im the Guy-against-the-World person. Hater and puro negativity na lang ang nasa katawan ko. Its not that im a hater (pero hater talaga ako) pero kasi salungat lang talaga ako lagi sa kung anong uso at trending dito satin. Some say Im weird of the songs i listen to, the movies i watch, and the things I do. Pero yun kasi talaga ako. Weirdong Hater. Pero, kahit ganito ako, inside sobrang mahina akong tao. I tend to take things emotionally. sa Family, sa Friends, sa Work, and as always, sa Lovelife. Its like 30% brain, 70% heart. Kaya in the end, ako palagi yung talo talaga. I cant help myself. Thats just me.
We thank God for the good things we get in life. A promotion, 13th month pay, rakets, winning something big, having a good job, and many more. We seek help from God when we feel down, depressed, frustrated, brokenhearted BIGTIME, etc. and this happens NOT everyday. once a week? after a year? out of luck? True Story. I ask you this; Are you thankful that everyday you get up in the morning that you are still alive? that you get to walk, do things good or bad? That you get to drink your favorite coffee from Starbucks? I dont think so. It is sad pero yun ang reality. Hinahanap lang natin si God kapag nagiging succesful tayo at kung sobra sobra na yung kalungkutan na dinaranas mo.
He is not our Priority. He is our last Resort. :(
To be honest, parang ang unfair lang sa kanya na ginagawa natin yun. I know most of us are like that. Wag ka na magmalinis. Kagabi ko lang siya narealize. You see, i just had a tragic (tragic talaga eh noh) ending with my recent relationship. The pain is still there pero hindi ko na lang siya iniisip talaga. This is the first time na naramdaman ko ang rockbottom. Na parang nabagsakan ako ng isang milyong anvil. And now every night before i sleep, nagdadasal ako. This is not me pero yun na yung nangyayari talaga sakin lately. And if nakakalimutan ko gawin, parang feeling ko I failed God. I tell him na i-guide na lang si "the-girl-that-must-not-be-named" sa buhay niya and sana tama yung mga decisions niya in life because wala na ako eh. I pray for my family's safety, me getting thin again, and sana bigyan nya ako ng blessing before the year ends.
Everyone knows Im the Guy-against-the-World person. Hater and puro negativity na lang ang nasa katawan ko. Its not that im a hater (pero hater talaga ako) pero kasi salungat lang talaga ako lagi sa kung anong uso at trending dito satin. Some say Im weird of the songs i listen to, the movies i watch, and the things I do. Pero yun kasi talaga ako. Weirdong Hater. Pero, kahit ganito ako, inside sobrang mahina akong tao. I tend to take things emotionally. sa Family, sa Friends, sa Work, and as always, sa Lovelife. Its like 30% brain, 70% heart. Kaya in the end, ako palagi yung talo talaga. I cant help myself. Thats just me.
We thank God for the good things we get in life. A promotion, 13th month pay, rakets, winning something big, having a good job, and many more. We seek help from God when we feel down, depressed, frustrated, brokenhearted BIGTIME, etc. and this happens NOT everyday. once a week? after a year? out of luck? True Story. I ask you this; Are you thankful that everyday you get up in the morning that you are still alive? that you get to walk, do things good or bad? That you get to drink your favorite coffee from Starbucks? I dont think so. It is sad pero yun ang reality. Hinahanap lang natin si God kapag nagiging succesful tayo at kung sobra sobra na yung kalungkutan na dinaranas mo.
He is not our Priority. He is our last Resort. :(
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