Wednesday, January 14, 2009

And so...

And so lately si Girlfriend is having some shitty shits in her life. Hindi ko sya makausap lately

and parang lumalayo na sya sakin. I dunno. pero nafifeel ko na nawawalan na sya ng gana 

sakin. I dont know why. pero ganon yung dating talaga ng mga actions nya sakin. 


Wala naman kaming pinag-aawayang 3rd party or sumthin. Wala actually. Minor misunderstandings lang naman lahat and nasosolve naman palagi everytime na nangyayari

yun. Pero yung ngayon, parang iba eh. Super Duper iba yung aura nya. Punong puno ng

negativity. Sa totoo lang, tinalo pa nya ako sa pagiging pessimist. Parang nalipat na ang trono sa kanya sa pagiging "Ang taong laging galit sa mundo." 


You know, one factor na nagustuhan ko sa kanya is that, we can talk anything. As in lahat napaguusapan namin. Mapa bastos, kagaguhan, kalokohan, laitan. LAHAT talaga. Pero habang tumatagal, Parang lahat ng lumabas na words sa bunganga ko, pag inabsorb nya, Lahat mali. Lahat na lang ng i-share ko, nagiging negative ang dating sa kanya. Even when i share my opinions, wala eh. Parang mali talaga. Parang mas maganda kung i'll just shut my mouth na lang. And i thought na we can talk about anything. everything. hindi pala. 


I texted her 30 minutes ago na itext nya na lang ako kung She's feeling ok na with all the problems she's facing right now. Ayaw ko na dumagdag sa problema nya. Wala naman kasi akong nasasabing maganda eh. MALI MALI MALI na lang ako palagi. Ewan. 


Tapos, may text pa sya na ganito ang dating sakin. "Its not you, It's me." So what do you think will happen? Sad diba. ewan ko. I'll pray na lang. Sana maging ok ka. Kung asan ka man. Text mo na lang ako kung hindi ka na badtrip sa kinalalagyan mo ngayon. Like what i said nung nagusap tayo last night, Nasa mundo ka lang ngayon na pinaliligiran ng wrong people in the wrong time. Ah basta parang ganon. Take Care Natalie.


Your boyfriend,

Miguel

40 comments:

Jaycee Ann Porras said...

aaw miguel :(


everything will be okay.. di kita mareplyan eh..

erinjeri * said...

awwww sana maging ok na kyo migz....

kai-kaye-kakai dolor said...

Migs. Maaayos din kayo :) Pray ka nga lang. Sa prayer mo siya nakuha din dba :) Oh, di ba. Seryoso ako, Migs :)

kit aquino said...

Ay iba na yan. Thats laabbbb

princess irishell said...

ngayon pa lang kita naging contact dito..
na hurt naman ako sa mga nangyayari..

*nakaka relate..
:(

Tabsie Sevilla said...

Hm, I'd say give her some space. And siguro try to come up with something new. If you're a pessimist, siguro bawasan mo, maybe you're rubbing off on her.

And PRAY.

Good luck hunny!

melanie mallari said...

may gf ka pala. nakikibasa lang ako ng blog mo eh. parang dati wala. bago lang ba ito?

pAtRiNg ♥ said...

"Its not you, It's me."

Ilang beses ko ba pwedeng marinig toh sa lahat ng relationships? HAHHAHAHAHA

well singson.... its not u, its me = ayoko na! ganun ata un? ahahhaha pro oo eh. kasi nung huli kong narinig yan ang sumunod na banat eh "space"! ahhahahahahahha

SouthChild 3rdworld said...

tara inom ako bahala! lol

camille isip said...

ganyan talaga mga babae, emotional.
wag mo lang siya iwan migski.. yun lang maitutulong mo :)

gnet dc said...

nagkaganyan na din ako.... parang naiimagine ko kung ano meron ngayon kay girlfriend... reasons might be totally diff but the effect is just the same. magulong isip. just be there. naaappreciate nya yan kahit ganyan sya ngayon. and pinakatama, PRAY! :-)

Anna Mariel Papa said...

Naman Miguel sarap magmahal!! weeeeeeeeee! ^_^

mark cabral said...

hindi ko alam kung sarcastic o joke o serious. AHHAHAHAH!

mark cabral said...

yoko nga ng space. gusto ko open relationship. HAHAHAHAHA!

Grace kelly said...

huwaw! natalie pala name ng gf mo hahahaha ayos

Sasha惄 . said...

not a good sign, i'm afraid! :c

Jimo Herrera said...

I'll pray for you guys.

neth neth pineda said...

its not you, its me.. simple words pero ang lalim ng dapat ipakahulugan (tama ba? heheh) nways, if shes ready to talk na, pagusapan nyolahat open to her kung ano nararamdaman mo... lahat lahat ilabas nyo na..

gudluck migs! maayos din yan...

bebe h0ng said...

ako den nakikibasa.. akala ko chismis sa showbiz.. *chismosa?* hehehe.. may gf ka pala.. ol dis tym akala ko.... *urgh cant tel..im dedz*..

gudluck..kaya mo yan.. hihi

pAtRiNg ♥ said...

hahahha mas ok ata un! hahhha

Frances D. said...

aww miguel i never thought na makakabasa din pala ako ng emo na blog mo someday.

The its not you, its me thing is kinda cliche' pero malay mo she's going through some real shitty shit right now.Chaga lang katapat nyan.Pero pag wala parin nagbago potek inuman na.

Jetz Abela said...

Hmm ganun din ako dati. Pero super supportive kase ni bf. Kaya minsan nahihiya ako maging mahina sa harap nya. Ayun unti unti, nakakabangon ako. Tama, chagaan mo lang and ipagpray niyo yung relationship niyo. Sana maayos niyo yan. Good luck and God bless! :)

Pat Gonzales said...

Aaawww Peks. ok lang yan.
pray ok?
everything will be ok :D

kit aquino said...

hahahaha cabral, broken hearted kasi ako hahahahahahahahahahhah!!!!!

Marian "emz" Pineda said...

awww... parehas tayo ng situation.. ok lang yan miguel... kaya natin toh...

SouthChild 3rdworld said...

sauce! madami pa jan.. iwan mo na! lol joke lang. obstacle lang yan. yakang yaka yan!

cesette calleja said...

awww... KAYA YAN! =) go go go!

L K said...

ganyan din ako. anyway, maayos din yan. :) just be there for her, when she needs you. in the long run, she'll appreciate it. Promise!!! :D

hi there said...

May gf ka na pala miggy..
kaso, ang sad naman ng situation nyo ngayon, HAY.
*hug miggy*
hope everything will be alright.

gUiA LucAs said...

kaya mo yan.... ikaw pa?!

pawie here said...

hala! migz! dapat e pa surveillance mo xa kasi nung nangyari yan sa akin nabalitaan ko nlng my iba na xa! ganyan talaga style ng ibang tao eh kng ikaw kausap nila palaging badtrip, negative or my problema or wala sa mood...pero pag talikod mo ay naku!!! nevermind! hehehe

rocky boswell chan said...

THATS BULL SHIT!!!! Good bye nat hello to the new girl on miguels life kung may dumaan ulit mga 1 year ulit men no ?? hahahaha

marie 08 said...

baka ng PMS lang or ng naging moody na xa... wag mo na lang muna pansinin, m sure ma mi-miss ka rin nya...

>>> i dont really know you pro i read your blogs every now & then... i enjoyed reading ur blogs kasi...

★ eyzi ★ said...

you hit my situation.
parang blog ng boyfriend ko binabasa ko. haaay.
pero idontknow.
bigla na lan dumadating sa babae na ayaw nya kausap yun bf nya ee.
ayaw makita. ayaw makasama. ayaw itext.
space. ganun. give her all the space she need and eventually you'll win her back.

:)

pauline pacheco said...

tama pray,, keribels yan,, haha,, minsan tlaga emote kaming mga chikas,, nyahaha..
"its not you its me,, 'panlo meng,, haha,,
oks lang yan,, hugg..:) inom tau cheese tara, haha..: )

chelle viray said...

just continue supporting her and give her space..makakatulong yun.

dada ancajas said...

oops...

Darlyn Dawn said...

awww

-jhuly - said...

aww. sad hope everything will be alright :D

kabit ng Diyos Almighty said...

errr-